Dear FrnDSss...this story is given by our own member
I had a girlfriend...i noe hr since childhood...we used to study in d same school....same class...same section...c used to b d topper n me ... second...
we wr bstfrns fr 9 yrs....n i hardly knew nythn known as "luv"...bt c did... c ws madly into me....one day.. c asked me to go out...i did... c said c lvd me like nythn... as c ws my bstfrn...i cudnt refuse...n jst noded my idiotic head....days fleeted like water in a river...gradually i fell fr hr too...evn my parents as wel hr parents knew abt it....we wr jst doin grt...
once c caught me jst talkin wit anthr grl...c retortd immidiately n askd me wt ws goin on.... i assured hr nthn ws thr as c ws thinkin...c didnt say nythn ovr face...bt c ws doubtin... i cud sense it...bt kpt quiet...taking advantage of dis sutuation.... d othr grl srttd spreadin rumours...n frn dt day....evrythn.chngd... including her... c startd hatin me...n behavin as c neva knew me...aftr days...finally c stoppd tokin to me...few days passd...i cudnt really noe wt ws goin.on....i investigated d mattr...n came across d truth...i ws hurt....badly! d grl i luvd d most didnt trst me ? dt hurt me badly... i began to take up all the bad habits.... like rashin on d road...havin accidents...nt sleeping fr nights...n all blah blah....bt i tried to frgt hr.... i ws griefstrickn....bt i had to go on....n i never ever expressd my true feelins to ny1....always kept a.smile on face....n feekins burried knside d heart....
aftr 3 months....i met a grl...i neva thought it my wildest dream dt aftr all dese i ll b able to fall fr sm1 again....we wr frns in d begginin....aftr few months bstfrn....i began sharing things wit hr....i said hr evrythng abt my past..n d way things turnd up...c ws dffrnt..... c taught me to live...finally i wud say i had a lyf....i gave up all my bad habits as c askd me to....aftr few months...c hd to go abroad..so i missd hr out a lot......aftr c retrnd....both of us wr mad enuf to talk for days al togethr....n den c revealed to me dt c had a boyfrnd....i ws resisting myself nt to fall again fr som1.....bt i knew... i was fytn a lost battle....at frst i thgt c did like me too....bt i constantly feared of losing my bestfrn....vch i didnt want at ny cost...bt i cisnt resist n finally said i luvd hr....inspite of knowin dt c had a bf.... i did ... c didnt give a reply..... it might b a yrs or a no.......
n m still waitin fr an answer.........hoping my worst dreams not to cme true.... ♥
coz i luv hr.... more dan nythn.... in my lyf.... :)
blv it or nt....bt i do....
n guys... dnt b heartbrokn wid a single chance.... learn to live ur lyf.....
lyf isnt a game....dnt play wid it.... :) ♥ ♥ ♥
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